and if you want the truth, here goes:
i really do not know.
i've been avoiding this question all along.
now. to a junior college, or a poly?
i think i wouldn't want to take A's and stress myself out like how i did for my O's.
and as many of you know, i do not have the motivation to study.
maybe i might just end up slacking my way through jc.
i do things so last minute that i might retain a year, or even drop out.
not cut-out to be a 'study' person. maybe.
one of my cousin told me, "no harm trying"
okay, i may. just that it might just be a 3-minute thing before i lose all my interest in studying and start procrastinating.
so, i told myself i want to go to a poly.
then again(tsk!), my cousinS, aunt and my dad have been pressurizing me to go to a jc.
although they keep telling me it's my own choice.
and once i step into a poly, i will disappoint all of them.
"your dad pinned all his hopes on you"-cousin.
i dont like that feeling you get me?
and i tend to give in after
that is when confusion sets in, i don't know which to choose.
to make it worse, i'm so fickle minded/indecisive that i can't make one small decision on my own.
maybe, maybe i can get into a poly and do my best, then get into uni.
that sounds too far-fetched.
oh well, i guess i'll have to wait for results to be out before i decide on anything.
i don't want to kill more brain cells on this anymore(for now).
meanwhile, have fun! :D
with love, Weiqian
