Hello!
Something must be wrong with me.
I've been quick tempered and touchy nowadays
And am always snapping at basically everyone.
So you know what better to do than to irritate me.
It was Calorie's first month celebration on Sunday.
Her name is Faith, but I am going to call her Calorie.
Had a little argument at home before heading over to Sis' place.
Which leads me to think that one day, I want to give all the stupid family events a miss just like everyone else. I hate having to explain repeatedly to relatives when they ask questions like "Where is your mum/dad/sis?" and "Why are they not here?" and "When are they coming?".
Yes, I'm not trying anymore...
Okay, unpleasant things aside, let's talk about something else.
We left Sis' place at evening time, and went to town.
Shopped for a bit, before having dinner/supper at Swensens.
After much hesitation, we decided to settle at PartyWorld KTV.
It was my first visit there!
Shared a bottle of absolute vodka among us, which costed quite a bomb.
It was freeeeeeezing cold in the room.
So sis told me drinking alcohol can warm me up.
But I guess it kinda made me feel sleepy.
We sang till 2a.m, before leaving the place and cabbing home.
This is how I looked before leaving!
No, I am really really not drunk.
I met up with this girl of mine in the afternoon!
It's been nearly 2 months we went out together.
I missed her so muchhh. And Aarti, Eliza, Theresa, Pamela, Audrey tooooo. ):
We ate at Subway, then went to Jurong Point for Siewhong's haircut.
After which we caught up with each other before heading home.
Coincidentally met Nazri on the bus!
And of course, how can Siewhong and Weiqian only take these few pictures right?
Ending this with a picture of my dear Brandvan.
I was talking on the phone when he picked up Sis' mobile and babbled "Da da da"!
Seeeeeeee! So adorable!!!!!!
Goodnight everyone.
PS: Omggggggg there's a fucking huge moth in my room! Somebody help!
with love, Weiqian
A relatively short day out but I pretty much enjoyed it. (:
First it was lunch at Pastamania, and solving some coin tricks.
Then it was the movie Marley and Me. (Like finally)
Was alright, and it managed to make me tear a little.
A little only okay! I heard the ruffling of tissue packets and lots of sniffings.
Someone was so mean uh, keep laughing at those who cried.
No pictures for today because I'm using the desktop!
Cousin took it to clear the stuff inside since it's becoming laggy.
I'm not quite used to using the desktop...
Never knew it could be so tiring to sit here.
Am not working already.
At least for now, until they call me again.
Ask me outtttttttttttt!
Heheheh happy girl. (:
Damnit why am I so easily contented....
And why am I at fault?
with love, Weiqian
So, it has been both physically and mentally draining for the past week.
I'm really worn out, having to juggle between work and some very personal matters.
As much as I wished I could, there is no way I can talk to anyone about everything since they are problems concerning either myself or my family.
I'm exhausted.
Just when I thought things were going fine, they are not...
Even my body has to break down on me at this point of time.
But after a couple of panadols, I'm feeling fine. No worries.
The problem lies with you, me and us.
The fault does not lie entirely on you, we have a part to play in this as well.
Why must we be put through all these all over again?
Why must I be old enough to understand and be able to settle the problem?
Just because the rest of them are busy. Am I not?
Maybe I should be a little more understanding about their situation...
I know things will be fine soon.
This setback, we will overcome.
All I know is I need to sleep because there's work tomorrow.
(:
In this pit of mess, where did you go?
with love, Weiqian
Pictures in this post are randomly uploaded.
Everyday it's just work, work, work.
The promotion area is pathetically quiet on weekdays.
Accompanied with the music that sound like lullabies.
Thankfully I have Denis and the other promoters to talk to me.
But imagine talking to the same person 8 hours a day, everyday...
And being asked questions(repeatedly!) like
"Am I muscular enough anot?"
"Do I look fat?"
"Is my new haircut nice?"
"Really nice ah? Don't bluff me okay."
"Am I handsome, acceptable, or ugly?"
And we look at pretty girls together. -_-
People camera shy laaaaa.
This was after gymming session with Michelle last week.
And I have this very very unglam picture of her.
But I decided against uploading it, in case she kills me.
Need to go gymming again soon, when I have the time!
Crazy sister of mine.
That's a lollipop.
I know this was from monthsssss ago. On my birthday.
Pris in a school bus!
Group shots with some of the classmates.
Oh! And Jyings came to visit me while I was working one of the days!
She even bought me bubble tea. (:
When I had long nails.......
Gahhhhh, my dark eye rings and eye bags are getting from bad to worse.
It's not quite obvious here, credits to the wonder of make-ups.
Okeydokey, it's bedtime!
Goodnight.
I'm not thinking about ittttttt~
with love, Weiqian
So I'll be working at the usual place, starting tomorrow.
And yes, I'm glad.
At least it takes my mind off some matters.
I don't like the way things are now.
Questions after questions I've asked myself, yet no conclusions are derived.
I'm frustrated at my inability to make decisions.
Even when this only concerns me, and only myself.
All these while I've tried to understand and accept.
Then again, there's always a 'but' to pull me back to square one.
I trust my intuition, but what's placed before me usually says otherwise,
leaving me puzzled and perplexed.
I don't want to think about it, I need a break.
I've never thought things would turn out this way.
To follow the heart, or to follow the mind?
Serious? Or not?
with love, Weiqian
