And yes, I'm glad.
At least it takes my mind off some matters.
I don't like the way things are now.
Questions after questions I've asked myself, yet no conclusions are derived.
I'm frustrated at my inability to make decisions.
Even when this only concerns me, and only myself.
All these while I've tried to understand and accept.
Then again, there's always a 'but' to pull me back to square one.
I trust my intuition, but what's placed before me usually says otherwise,
leaving me puzzled and perplexed.
I don't want to think about it, I need a break.
I've never thought things would turn out this way.
To follow the heart, or to follow the mind?
Serious? Or not?
with love, Weiqian
