Don't know why I'd rather do this when I can back away.
This pain, is excruciating. Like stabbing yourself in the heart a million times.
And it doesn't get better, only to feel it becoming more intense.
I'm on the brink of breaking down, it hurts fucking bad.
I can never put into words this feeling.
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After a heavy downpour, I put on my happy mask, ready to continue.
I'm fine (:
with love, Weiqian
